And For This Year?

Hello my darlings....

The holiday season will be officially over when the clock strikes midnight. And when you sit back and think off all the shyt you endured the year before, what positive things did you get from it?  2015 was an odd number and I'm not into numerology, but odd numbered years are never good for me. It seemed that 2015 was the year of the fuckboy, thot, and side chick. Around me, in my town, relationships  were breaking up left and right, shyt was crazy. Facebook was calling out cheaters and Instagram supplied the cheatees. Social  media has seriously invaded the bedroom.

So what did I learn? I learned that I am really, really smart. And I'm really, really nice, and I'm really , really resilient. Whenever I was confronted with something uncomfortable, I didn't back down. I stopped that "holding my peace to avoid an argument bullcrap" .I didn't care who waled away, especially when they didn't have any designs on sticking around. Any anger or frustration I felt, I put into my makeup artistry , and I made two wigs a few days ago. I 'm in the middle of making one right now for my aunt. I channel the bad energy into good energy, and somehow it works. Negativity is a lie...just a big, Universal lie based n insecurity and self-serving propaganda.

I managed to catch up on fanfictions, reviewed books for my favorite author on Amazon ( she's an IR writer), and as far as the book I was painstakingly working on I'm just gonna start that ish over.. Instead of typing it straight, I bought a journal and a crap ton of pens and I'm gonna write what comes to mind.  I'm also writing down my dreams...some of them may eradicate the little gremlins that plague my soul on the nights I can't sleep.

I'm going to vow to enjoy my life this year, seeing that I was scraping off pieces to help everyone else. I need to really , really find those pieces so I can put myself back together.

Love y'all!!!