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September, please hurry up and get here! This summer has just been gross. It's been so humid and sticky and when it rains, it gets really swampy and gross out here. The mosquitoes are incorrigible and no matter how hard we clean, the ants always seem to follow. But it could be so much worse.
I don't know if I told you all, but I joined Planet Fitness about a month ago. Working out at home was starting to give me cabin fever and with my Grandma still visiting, things can get a little crowded. I needed somewhere I wouldnt be distracted and could put all my attention on myself. The friends I thought were friends have deserted me, and thats fine. Work is work. It's a lot quieter, and i don't dread getting up in the morning anymore. I go in a few hours before i get to work so my session isn't rushed, and to hear music that I downloaded and not the silly stuff they play at work is a better way to start my morning. i bring fruit with me to snack on afterwards so i dont walk around with a growling tummy and hunger migraine. If anyone tries anything silly, it really doesnt bother me anymore. Obviously, they have bigger internal battle and dont know how to control their reactions. i understand, but i don't stand for it. You get to that point where you longer put any emotional attachment to your job. Yes, you love what you do, but if someone is nasty to you it is no reflection on your job, it's a reflection of them. Being able to work out in a gym again has done a lot for my peace and ultimately my confidence.
My two year old laptop has given me warning that the processors are starting to go. I don't understand if it's an HP thing or a me thing. I kept a fan underneath it, the air conditioning is going, and there's even a large room fan keeping thins cold, i don't understand why I keep having this same problem. I thinking of switching to ACER when I start making more money. So right now, I currently using my trusty old laptop that I met you all on. I'm having to delete a lot of unnecessary stuff so I can have some memory on it, but a lot of my writing and commissioned art data is on it, which is good. It's nice to go back and read previous work and smile. it keeps you uplifted; helps you understand that while many may not read it, your writing it for yourself, getting out your imagination and love for the characters. Whether it's OC or canon, it's always fun to play around. Guess i'll be updating o this one while the other laptop's being serviced.
Even though life isn't perfect; it isn't horrible. In fact, after those situations of kittens dying, my cat Caligula, one of Rorshach's daughters has given birth to a white kitten. After three days I am convinced that this one is going to make it, so I named it "Jin". Watching Caligula being a mom is pretty cool. She hugs and holds Jin and doesn't let Jin out of her sight. even the other cats keep a watchful eye. it's very comforting. I have always wanted a white cat.
Despite these past few months having it's share of challenges, I've learned to not freak out. poop happens, and just like with my cats, i have a litter box ready to collect it and scoop it away.